Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Future Plans

When you eat, I'll eat.
When you drink, I'll drink.
When you sleep, I'll watch.

Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Orange Skies

That which is heavy is the heat
As we keep on dancing
To our victorious defeat

That which is light is the heart
As the sky prepares for another day
And we prayed for one more start

Saturday, April 26, 2014


For almost nine years we looked up into the night sky,
Witnessed the seven stars, ever present,
Three, lined in the center,
Four, one in each corner as if to keep the former safe.

For almost nine years we looked up in silence,
Knowing little of what shapes and directions our paths would take,
Even less of what we would meet as we went along.

For almost nine years we stood there wondering,
About answers to no questions,
About emotions of no dimensions.

Everything has been timed. So perfectly that it fills the base layer beyond our understanding. Like eventually learning the names of the stars after years of anonymous admiration.

Saiph, Betelgeuse, Rigel and Orion are the loyal guards to the jewels Alnilam.

At its appointed time, things that are will not ever cease to be.
Right now, this is it.
Right now, it is this.


Here's a gun loaded with three bullets.
Aim well

Here's a cup.
Sit when you drink by sips of threes.

Shall we take a walk now?

Thursday, April 24, 2014


Mouth stretching wide
Teeth sinking into layers
Jaw tightening

How could I not think of you when I'm eating a home-made beef burger?

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Forward Colors

You could paint the unknown with a thousand shades of black
Then I would sketch a future with a thousand shades of white
That only showed
How much we didn't know
Not unless we tried

"Complete our colors,
Then we might share a canvas."

Light, However Dim, However Distant, Is Light, Still.

When you are a series of actions that proves myself wrong,
And I am a chain of consequences that affirms you.

We are still in the tunnel.
Tell me more about The Cave.

Friday, April 18, 2014

Lost Words

"And when I asked you how you'd been I meant I missed you more than I've ever missed anything before."

And that was where we left it.

When you're not here, the words unsaid have a way of fulfilling their rights to be heard, like a broken dam, unable to withold, unable to dictate the flow. Filling every space, washing away, mixing with the dirt from tears.

Is this how you'd leave it?

Wednesday, April 16, 2014


The softness and smooth curves took me by surprise.
For the sharp edges and bents that we swore we saw
Were simply not there.

Did you know this?

Tuesday, April 15, 2014


There is something about taking actions that feeling, thinking and talking can never match; that sounds from inside the head or passing through the ears can never compensate for.

Going on.
Walking in.
Working out.
Holding up.
Letting off.

To experience these actions first hand is the only way to progress, to grow. Doubts or hopes, from within or without, are often the invisible barricade that holds us back from actually taking those crucial steps in life.

There is no knowing what comes after that but there is certainty that we are closer to our finish line - whatever and wherever it may be.

How are you today?

Alhamdulillah. I am good.

Monday, April 14, 2014

Renewed Chances

Black is too dark
White - too light

The clouds are too thick
The sun - too bright

A curve is too bent
But when straight - too upright

What was left before
Now - we make it right

Thank You For Your Patience

What seems to be an odd patch
Where flowers may grow
With water
Seeping through the earth
Is my garden

I will not run away
Why I stay

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

I Must Have Known You Before I Was Born

I get chills running down my spine when I picture that high up there, our names have been written next to one another.

"Lovers don't suddenly meet somewhere. They're in each other all along."

Afterall, He knows best what is in our Hearts.

Tuesday, April 8, 2014


Pengadil telah mengesahkan borang yang diisi pemohon.
Permohonan telah diluluskan.

Hubungan pengadil dengan pemohon?


Thursday, April 3, 2014

"Obi Wan told me horrible things about you."

Sometimes a step forward takes you nowhere.
This is when you will realize that a step back will take you forward.

Thr Story

"The wind has blown me in this corner
And it's hard to let go."

Wednesday, April 2, 2014


Terlalu kuat suara mereka
Yang bersungguh sungguh ingin mengasingkan
Cinta dari kehidupan.


Tuesday, April 1, 2014


"Malted milk biscuits do not taste
the same without you."

"Nothing does."